Living with Addiction - Day 93
Well...almost 100 days sober from my gambling addiction.
Yes, they keep emailing me to play their Ceasars's Slots. I smile and quickly delete their email.
It's been quite a ride, and I'm thankful for everyone who has been supportive of me in this time of my life. My therpaist is amazing and I have a counsil through my job's health program which has also been great. My dearest bro bro, she's amazing - and Jordan who has so much on her plate right now yet she still worries about me and finds the time to check in. My dearest friend KC who moved to the Peoria area I think maybe 6 years ago, if not longer, still checks in on my. I'm so fortunate for all these great people and a few other women in my life that have been instrumental.
It's been a busy few weeks. I started my Kindle Direct Publishing course last Thursday, which was fabulous. Amazon has a program called Kindle Create which takes your word document and converts in the file format required for Kindle Direct Publishing. This Thursday we are suppose to work in kindle create, so I'm hoping I can pick up the applications and it's not too confusing. If I can do that, it's key for me to do self-publishing. I've already reached out to Rowan and she is interested in editing the 2nd book. She did such a terrific job on the first book. She is also a publisher, but royalty split was very high considering her publishing company does not have the resources or financial backing to help promote a book. I'm not mad at her about that, but I really needed to get my name out there. I'm hoping that Dorrance will be that answer since I'm paying them. Right now though, because I pay them monthly, I am not seeing any results or measurements to say they were successful or not. They will re-release the first book which will also be an e-book and nook as well for Barnes and Noble and various other resources that will help promote the Series. Ideally, if all goes well, around the same time Dorrance releases book 1, book 2 will be out and I can piggy back off of the first book.
I still have to figure out a marketing and promotions plan as Amazon does not handle that, although I think they do some marketing but it's probably just their search engine through key words, etc. So, even if I can get the book out there, there will still be costs to try and promote the book. There is definitely an advantage to have a publishing service do all of that, but again, it's expensive.
I keep putting together puzzles which has really made a difference in keeping a more healthy routine, but puzzles can cost as well, but it is much easier to manage than going into credit card debt. I have some recourse though, once mid-October rolls around as I will be able to use some money I had put aside to pay off those credit card debts I incurred due to the gambling issue. I am still in good shape, because the extra money is not coming from my 401K or my MMC pension and I'm not having to tap into the heloc line of credit. I just had to replace the old fridge so that will start costing me monthly as the purchase is interest free for 12 months only. I'm hoping with the influx of extra cash this will put me back in the black so I can breath financially better.
I'm looking forward to my trip in late October. I really do need to get away, hopefully I'll finish up the first draft of the book. Rowan told me November she would have the time to do the edits, so I will have her put together a time frame and her costs which I will support. I think after the last time we did not have any type of contract or agreement in place and that made me nervous. She was very honest though I think that's why it was easy to go to her and say I wanted the reversion of rights so I can go with a larger publishing house. She very much understood. So, this time around, things will be a little different with her which will work for both of us. She gets paid for her editing services but no royalties from the sales of the 2nd book nor the 1st.
Other than that, I keep rolling along. I'll check back soon.